Reflections when I look at life in rear mirror(1)

Courage's not d absence of fear but the acknowledgemnt dat smthg els's more important.

Courage, as I think it to be, is not only overcoming doubts n fears, or how strong I stand by my principles but also to be able to comfort sm1 in turmoil n let them know that I'll be thr, come wt may.

Courage's not about me...its about my convictions. I know wt it feels like to be thwarted in your face and shown the way out. I know of the times when u'd stand 2 your conscience of not giving bk 2 the hurt u've got nd be called crazy.Bt do not let that take away frm u wt it takes 2 be you!

In these times of tribulation, when the valor of the Heroes in us will be put 2 test, I pray to God that May He gv us all the Courage to be truly us, human us nd to stick n stand by each othr!! Amen....

~~Update~~
Today's fortune: Today is a good day to spread joyyeahh...sure...I'd luv to..givn I had sm time to spare!!...infct I realy realy wish that this fortune reaches to more n more ppl...wt we need most in today's tragic times is a li'l more joy..a li'l more hope n lotsaa luv n peace!!!

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Wait till this dream I'm seeng, puts me on d brim and then quivers me up,Well I feel the rush in my veins, its not the blood this tym, its sm glassy salt with squints of friction.
Signed Off,
Teejay.

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Its got too late and I'm still awake...m movin' 2mrw, seeking out 4 sm brighter future...It had been truly testing time, d last mnth...I had been constantly gropin' arnd in brambles...lost my way nth time...my soul shrieked out in pain...my mind gave away to distress and the voice of my faith shattering down was deafening as if I'd nvr be able to hear anythg agn!....If there's a silver lining behind evry cloud, it better shws up nw or ths winter when it rains, may it inundate my existing remains!

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"I won't be just remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own. I'll stare straight into the Shining Sun and the belligerence will show up."

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I have understood feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or parties you go, or how many glasses of vodka you drink with your friends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that you'll see the light and someone'd show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

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When your education X-Ray
Cannot see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone
Or maybe I'm just blind...

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Lets for once confront ourselves...
Lets luk thru a mirror n nt sm lens...
Lets bring out the person whoz living in us...
and waiting to know wts breathing lyk...
Lets laugh out so loud that my heart feels light...
Lets get those tears rolling from the corners of eyes fr all the tuf tyms we stood firm thru...
Let me see you admire yourself fr all that you survived, for me and you...
For Once..

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All I can say, KanNOTchan!GULP! dahlin, apni date to ekdum fix h....bt vch lucky "Saturday"...hmmm.....!!! :P ;)

i rely wish i cud hv thm in sm book form..
thn i cud jzz sit n go thu thm all..
indexing thm...chapter wise....wud b such a feel.. :)
nd u knw hw book hv word wise indexing at d end...
i ll sure seach fr d wrd blue..i gss pgs f d book wud hv to b blue as well... :)

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Chris telling his son :“Don’t let somebody tell you, you can’t do something.
Not even me (as your father). Alright ?”
“You’ve got a dream, you gotta protect it”
“People can’t do something themselves, they want to tell you… you can’t do it”
“You want something, go get it… PERIOD.”

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